Tonight, when I received award as one of innovative unit in my directorate, I just felt that so many things I’ve faced and done along 2010.
Tears…. so much. Hope n wish… really much. Happyness…. very much. “Tough n beautiful”, what I call for 2010.
When I looking back, start from 1st of January 2010, the most valuable thing that I’ve got is I found/understand/understood what I really want. And… to found it tooks for many days.
I know it is not an easy thing, but at least I know where I wanna go. I know what I should do.
I remember when Mr Dough asked me “what do u want?” (for thousands time). Then I just said “I wanna be a brave and lovingly woman, also wanna live with the one I love”.
The other thing was Mr Dough asked me to wrote down whatever I wanna do if I only have 1 last year in my life. The fact was “I just wanna be a teacher of children in ashram”. I sat down and thought about it, and I knew that’s purpose (long time ago) of why I’m standing in this current place.
Past life is a history, disappointed is just part of journey. But I do belive if I have a braveness to face the days… there still a hope. Step by step I found, met, and got that hope. I met the great person, the one that I could share about this life. In the office I met many new projects, new experiences, new college, etc. Not easy, but still there must be a great thing behind the complicated/difficult thing 
Then, how about 2011? Timeline gonna be done by next week, and… start working end enjoy ^-^
Stand up for this wonderful moment, born as a human
-Putu-
Make a decision to give wherever you go, to whomever you see. As long asyou’regiving,you willbe receiving. The more you give, the more confidence you will gain in the miraculous effects of this. And as you receive more, your ability to give more will also increase….
So….bring them a gift of your best…