11-1-2012

Happy Wednesday….. happy for today   — cause today is 11-1-2012 ^^

When I was taking a breath n  seeing that I am 29 already, so many things had done… n still I make a wish for the running year n for the long run. And… one thing that made me feeling OK is the number.

Like this:

29 –> 2 + 9 = 11

11 + 1 = 12

29 – (11 - (1+1)) = 20

so, when 29….. it becomes 11-1-2012

AND, this post is number 111

Then, keep SMILE for me, cause I wanna See Miracle In Life Everyday

-Putu-

The Walking Dead

Today I’ve been thinking of…. “The Walking Dead” – series movie.

First question came out is “is there any cures?”, and the next “what’s the cause?”, and finally the last “what’s the story behind of this film?”

Then picture of this world slightly stop by on my mind

This is my opinion:

These days, so many people lack of “good” feeling (intolerance might be) and “very” individualistic sometimes, then gonna fight when thing “good/fine” somewhere (cause it only slightly in the air). I thought its represented by “the walking dead”. And for the survivor (small group), its a couple of fullfilled human being, which is so rare in this current world.

So, it is just my thought. Could be right or wrong. But the point is…. to me, the movie is quite interesting, not only showing the ugly things that shocking, ways to survive, but also things that remind me of this world – place where I’m living now - and how to be grateful for all of this.

Hv a good Sunday and God bless we all

Namaste,

Putu

suspended account

Friday night, I got a message with subject “suspended account”.

wao, what again this….. so hectic the day with pile of projects, homeworks, etc….

currently I am managing cyberdharma.net, a non-profit website, and… I’ve just moved to the new hosting. then my bud, he uploaded so many data used sftp port 5353 (quite big, 4GB), which was access SSH. and… the system automatically suspended the account. and… I’ve stopped worked on the home work and looked for the server provider, then convinced him that it just our fault, not intruders or other risky things. He’s really tough — quite difficult to convince him, and after struggling searched the password of cpanel, almost for 1 hour, finally he trusted on me and released the account.

now, I wanna share what’s SSH, here it is:

“Secure Shell is a program to log into another computer over a network, to execute commands in a remote machine, and to move files from one machine to another. It provides strong authentication and secure communications over insecure channels. It is a replacement for rlogin, rsh, rcp, and rdist.”

what the provider done yesterday just part of defensive action of risky acts that trying to access the server. Like my lecture said years ago, security is an important thing and “do not trust any body”, “mitigate the risk as low as it could be”. missing him now….. ^^

for the next, if I could, I never using again sftp 5353, but ftp 21 (like what the provider advised).

Also I got some knowledge about overseas server that they automatically suspend the account if detected as risky access. A little bit different with local server, that the intruders mostly be known after the server cracked and all client shouted …. “I couldn’t access my web………..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! “

enjoy Saturday………

-Putu-

First 15 days in 2011

Just 28 years old, here I am. Not a little girl anymore

Being 28 years old woman, for me it’s like entering new life, new theme, new path. When I was a kid, I planned my life become many blocks, start from primary schools, high schools, college, works, master degree, married, have kids, getting older, till last day in this world.

Seem likes too idealist, but that was kid’s dreams. And now, I’ve been realized that is not just a dream. It is something that I should fulfill with the useful thing, at least for myself n the closest. Even sometimes I thought that what I’ve done was annoying other people and might be disappointed them.

People said that standard of age is 100 years, then I just faced this life 28/100 of it. Still long time right? (hopefully) — so many thing must done. Life is never flat, so many adventures in the future. Always trying to see the positive side.

Talk about dreams, every single person is unique. But to face the dreams, it needs braveness. For example, I wanna be a good mother like my mother did. And when I list the things, which came out after reviewed my mom’s past life, wao…. I do need a lot of practices. Mother said that “just be your self”. Yes, I’m gonna be myself, but at least I have preference too

Days come and go, there’s no thing exact sometimes. So many shadowy things, and I always trying to learn about them, just to make them clearer and understand it. And every day is a wonderful one.

just enjoy n be brave

-Putu-

What a tough and beautiful 2010

Tonight, when I received award as one of innovative unit in my directorate, I just felt that so many things I’ve faced and done along 2010.

Tears…. so much. Hope n wish… really much. Happyness…. very much. “Tough n beautiful”, what I call for 2010.

When I looking back, start from 1st of January 2010, the most valuable thing that I’ve got is I found/understand/understood what I really want. And… to found it tooks for  many days.

I know it is not an easy thing, but at least I know where I wanna go. I know what I should do.

I remember when Mr Dough asked me “what do u want?” (for thousands time). Then I just said “I wanna be a brave and lovingly woman, also wanna live with the one  I love”.

The other thing was Mr Dough asked me to wrote down whatever I wanna do if I only have 1 last year in my life. The fact was “I just wanna be a teacher of children in ashram”.  I sat down and thought about it, and I knew that’s purpose (long time ago) of why I’m standing in this current place.

Past life is a history, disappointed is just part of journey. But I do belive if I have a braveness to face the days… there still a hope. Step by step I found, met, and got that hope. I met the great person, the one that I could share about this life. In the office I met many new projects, new experiences, new college, etc. Not easy, but still there must be a great thing behind the complicated/difficult thing

Then, how about 2011? Timeline gonna be done by next week, and… start working end enjoy ^-^

Stand up for this wonderful moment, born as a human

-Putu-

5 Tips for Quitting With Class

It seems like the unofficial employment motto of the past two years has been, “Any job is a good job.” But with the job market finally starting to show signs of a recovery, more workers are finding themselves ready to leave their current positions in favor of something better suited to their skills and career goals. In fact, The Wall Street Journal recently reported, “In February, the number of employees voluntarily quitting surpassed the number being fired or discharged for the first time since October 2008, according to the Bureau of Labor Statistics.”

However, even if you’ve been stuck in a job you’ve disliked for years, or have been counting down the days until you could tender your resignation, quitting a job should always be handled in a professional manner, to ensure you leave your employer with your network and professional reputation intact.

Here are five tips to ensure you quit with class.

Work hard until the end

If you have a new job lined up, it might be tempting to spend your last few weeks in your current position nodding off at your desk or ignoring e-mails from your soon-to-be ex-boss. “Don’t slack off or ‘check out’ because you know a new opportunity is coming up,” says Mark Newman, CEO of HireVue, a video-interview company headquartered in Salt Lake City.  This will ensure that you leave a lasting, positive impression at your old company.

Be gracious

Regardless of how ready you were to move on to a new job, it’s still important to show your appreciation for your old employer. “Be grateful and appreciative of the opportunity [your employer] gave you,” says Newman, who suggests thanking co-workers and managers with handwritten notes.

No matter what, acting like you’re better than your co-workers because you got a new job is a sure-fire way to make enemies. Much of the success that enabled you to land a new position probably couldn’t have been accomplished without the help of your co-workers. “I once watched someone act like ‘see ya later — don’t need you anymore — I’m out of here!’ when the exact opposite was true,” Newman says. Remember, you’re likely to cross paths with people in your industry over and over again, and you never know where your old co-workers will show up.  Be nice.

Give appropriate notice

While two weeks’ notice may seem standard, the actual amount of notice preferred will vary by employer.  ”Go with the norms of the company,” Newman advises. “I am shocked at how many companies show people the door the minute they say they are leaving while others work through a transition period. Offer up the ability to stay as long as necessary for an effective transition and let the company react.”

‘It’s me, not  you’

When you have the initial “I quit” conversation with your boss or  human resources, make sure you emphasize that your decision was made based on what is best for you, not because you weren’t happy with the company. “Never make the discussion about why you are leaving about how much you hate your job or the place you work in any way,” Newman says. “Thank them for the opportunity and come up with a number of reasons about why the next job is to further develop your skills, expand your horizons, enhance your career, is more  convenient, etc.” Taking the high road, even if you disliked the job, will ensure your colleagues support your move. “Act like a jerk and that is exactly how you will be remembered forever,” Newman says.

Tie up loose ends  

Finally, when you’re on your way out, make sure that the transition is as easy as possible for those you’re leaving behind.  If someone has been hired to take your place, offer to train the person for a few days before you leave.  If not, write down important notes, locations of files, and the contact information of important people, to make the changeover easier for your successor. Finish all projects, and let your clients and vendors know about the switch to avoid any confusion.

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Kaitlin Madden is a writer and blogger for CareerBuilder.com and its job blog, The Work Buzz. She researches and writes about job search strategy, career management, hiring trends and workplace issues. Follow @CBForJobSeekers on Twitter.

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‘Perhaps not to be is to be without your being.’

Perhaps not to be is to be without your being,
without your going, that cuts noon light
like a blue flower, without your passing
later through fog and stones,
without the torch you lift in your hand
that others may not see as golden,
that perhaps no one believed blossomed
the glowing origin of the rose,
without, in the end, your being, your coming
suddenly, inspiringly, to know my life,
blaze of the rose-tree, wheat of the breeze:
and it follows that I am, because you are:
it follows from ‘you are’, that I am, and we:
and, because of love, you will, I will,
We will, come to be.

by: Pablo Neruda

The Purity of You

Days comes and goes
Stories said by the wall
Insect talking about lifes
Only for you, friend of them
The welcome friend

Stories, wishes, hopes, memories
They are singing the truth
Moleculs of air are dancing, flying
They are forever unseen guards
But always be with you, the pure heart

They are the true witnesses
They spoke up when they need
But they always telling the truth
Only for the Pure one.

And…. it’s you.!.
And finally they found you….
The old friend they are waiting for.

my official song ^^

I did it my way…..